Lately there're lotsa lotsa stuff , good and bad happens in my life.. I feel like giving up at 1 stage... my work, yes it was terrible, with those discrimination things going on, but it’s getting better ever since I found a way to resolve the situation... yes this is 1 good thing that happened...on the other hand, my personal life got stricken by some sad episodes.. And I'm taking this time to reminiscent, by having a time-off like this....We face issues, problems, failures that of course can be corrected if we believe and try as hard as possible to find the solution and to make some corrections... It is a good way of learning by going thru these curving roads.. 1 should take this time around to analyze those opportunities, chances and possible ways to resolve or correct such problems... I always do that. that is what I do @ my working place too...to resolve daily line issues. I take this time around to have deep thoughts, not by trying to avoid and pretend that nothing has ever happened to me... by trying to go around and find some other people who can make me feel better for a while...while my heart is telling me something else.... yes, for a while.. I am not sure abt other people, but I am not the kind who could do that...find some rebound person just to make me feel better... some other people would do that for sure, and I really admire them for having the capability to do that... I am not capable and I am really hurt deep down inside... and by rebound,what i mean is someone who u can turn to anytime anyday...like ur EX GFs/BFs, ur newly met workmates, ex-workmates, new acquaintances, any persons from the opposite sex.. hmm,maybe not just a rebound but really looking for someone new to start a new relationship by abandoning the previous failed/hanging-by-a-moment relationship....(as the problem still persists in your own self)......but for me, I still hang in there, trying not to make any rush decision, thinking of any possible solutions/chances...NOT finding rebound guys, and again I'm taking this time to reminiscent..NOT by pretending nothing has ever happened to me.........................
